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Off The Cuff by uom-onero, literature

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Off The Cuff

Acclimation to something new we're always changing ain't that true moving forward while looking back it's only then you'll see the crack Pain, Hate, Hurt and Sorrow Could They really not see tomorrow? They’re glad not to have pulled the trigger then this story could have come to an abrupt end They found themselves in fear and doubt did They realize they were lashing out? It's only now that They see that They are different sides of Me The Monster the Sadness The Loathing the Doubt Now Tame, Happy, wanting to shout Spontaneous, Joyful I feel so free These new found feelings crept up on me Off The Cuff, you'll see just wait Sadness and

Cycles by uom-onero, literature

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Cycles

Our world is defined by cycles, whats old becomes new, reinvented repackaged and called innovative, true the cycle before may not have been quite as perscise but can you really say that idea is just a roll of the dice? Rain drops on the sidewalk become clouds again just as fashion fads end and pick up a new trend and when we all look back we will cringe we will curse thinking that past cycle had to be the worst Think Im lying? dont belive me? just think, how many times have you been pushed to the brink? how many times have you pulled out your hair? following that pattern filled with dispair However so you know, just so we're clear not

The Dark Ones by uom-onero, literature

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The Dark Ones

Watching while I sleep, Playing tricks when I'm awake, It won't be long till the dark ones have my soul to take. Whispers in my ear, That filled me with fear, I can hear them jeer, Meanwhile having a crisis left to wonder,if I'm really here. Here, this place, a part of them? or a part of me? can no one show me the way? can no one help me see? Am I them? are they me? is a dark one what I'm destined to be? They get me thinking this affliction, this curse It really has to be the worst. And when these thoughts rise so do the voices, drowning out all other possible choices. Tears start to roll this must be it I'm so tired of fighti

Transgressions by uom-onero, literature

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Transgressions

The guilt sometimes weighs heavily on my mind, transgressions long since past, some offenses I can't define. Feelings out of place, in a different state of mind. actions out of character, And I can't understand why. Could I have done it differently? Am I allowed to try? Is that to much to ask? Or is the price to high? The questions are endless of why’s and what if’s, no one ever told me it would be like this. Had I known what I was in for, I would have never walked back in that door. But the fact of the matter is, its already too late. The damage is done, I can no longer create. The transgressions of my past still hung

Side Effects by uom-onero, literature

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Side Effects

The side effects conjugate together forge a bond stronger than oxygen wait as it starts to oxidate the side effects start to mutate. A cycle of pills as deep as a lake, Drowning in the prescriptions, i'm gasping for air I call out for help but no one seems to care. Sit down, shut up, slap on a smile, They are in denial just cause you can no longer see what goes bump in the night they keep asking why are your actions are filled with fright. Yet the side effects some soul crushing some unable for repair makes you wonder if anyones there if anyone can hear me if its not all dispair give me a sign even if its unclear Is it just me I

The Eyes That Follow by uom-onero, literature

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The Eyes That Follow

Its one thing to think you're being watched, its another to know it fear sets in yet you refuse to show it just one good hit is all it takes if you're not careful it will start the floodgates these are the eyes that follow. up and down the corridors, to your left behind the door steady breathing no sudden moves or it will see your panic ensues these are the eyes that follow. pitter patter down the street keep your head down keep your pace neat dont look now it's right behind you if you freak out it's sure to find that knot you have stuck in your throat if you can't calm down you're sure to choke these are the eyes that follow. a little

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Off The Cuff by uom-onero, literature

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Off The Cuff

Cycles by uom-onero, literature

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Cycles

The Dark Ones by uom-onero, literature

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The Dark Ones

Transgressions by uom-onero, literature

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Transgressions

Side Effects by uom-onero, literature

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Side Effects

The Eyes That Follow by uom-onero, literature

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The Eyes That Follow

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God. Him. Her. It. by Dry-souls-of-death, literature

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God. Him. Her. It.

God. God. God. Why don't you believe in God? Because I begged and I pleaded for him to make my suffering end, but he did not listen. I prayed to him every single fucking day. Asking him to ease my pain and help the ones around me. You know what happened instead? He died. He fucking died. The weight got heavier and I became this. God does not exist. There is no one listening to your prayers. It's only you. You are your greater power. You are your greatest strength and weakness. Only you can save your self. The sooner you realize that, the better.

Cherish it by Dry-souls-of-death, literature

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Cherish it

Please I beg of you. Cherish your time because next thing you know, you're crying into his shirt begging him not to leave. His heart crumbles into little pieces that are too small to be put back together. So please. Cherish your time. You don't want to have to realize all you missed out on. All that could've been. All that should've been, until life decided to go bitter. Cherish every moment because before you know it It'll all be over.

I'm Not Intentionally Alive by Bambee-T, literature

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I'm Not Intentionally Alive

When I look into the mirror, what do I see? A mask of a face hiding misery A building of cards falling only to be free I'm damaged as I hit the ground I'd like to think that I could help someone Who waits to feel pain after they've had fun Who looks to the sky to see only the sun Searching for a cloud of unhappiness to be found The mirror cracks and falls to the floor A scratch in the wood, another deep score I can't take anymore of this, not anymore My voice of silence will be my sound How much of this can a person take? The whispers around me make my heart break They didn't intend for me to hear, it was my mistake For choosing to stick i

The Devil (Disguise) by LastoftheWolves, literature

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The Devil (Disguise)

When drawn, the devil is often portrayed as a mean red man, or a bull-like figure that stands on two legs, or black haired red eyed boy. He has horns and a tail, A trusting smile; he's cloaked in darkness, shadows, or bouts of fire from hell itself. It's not true. The devil disguises himself as everything you ever dreamed of. Then reveals himself as everything you ever feared. We all experience him at least once through others. My first time was in first grade, when they called themselves my friends then the next day, pushed me to the ground and began insults that continued for several years. They stopped, when they were forced to go

Little Girl by Dry-souls-of-death, literature

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Little Girl

Sweet little girl, don't be scared, I'll take care of you, I'll show you I care. Angry little girl, what did you think? That life would treat you fairly? Sad little girl, don't be naive, This feeling won't ever leave. Little girl? Are you in pain? Here, let me help you. Just take this blade. Tired little girl, you need some sleep. Just take these pills, you'll fall in deep. Little girl, just fake a smile, You'll be out of here in awhile. Oh little girl, you're so funny. You thought he loved you; you're such a dummy. Little girl, you can't escape me, You can smoke and drink me away, but I'll always come back. No matter what. Misera

Demons (Continued) by DragonLily97, literature

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Stop Acting by Silka-MLFT, literature

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Aug 26
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Deviant for 12 years
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After several years of running from hallucinations after being assaulted by voices after (many) failed ventures to ignore the chaotic symphony in my head the one thing I've come to understand is that I'm not strong after being knocked down so many times sometimes you can't help but feel defeated crushed under the weight of your demons whatever they may be that said this isn't a cry for help in fact I actually can't stand pity self inflicted or otherwise no this isn't to seek attention rather this is a declaration for myself for the likeminded and for whomever cares to heed it's call to get back up every time in defiance of those demons what I make here is my solemn attempt to do just that I am uom-onero I've been diagnosed with Schizophrenia

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Banksy

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Gran Torino, Spirited Away, Howl's Moving Castle, The Girl Who Lept Through Time, American Sniper

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Vikings, Family Guy, Elfen Lied, Future Diary, Corpse Party, xxxHOLiC, Blood - C, Heros, Deadmans Wonderland

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Beartooth, Memphis Mayfire, Peirce The Veil, Lucy Rose, August Burns Red, Black Veil Brides, Santa, Neil Mac, Elezdee, Antiserum, Armin Van Bure, Nujaubes, Three Days Grace Many Many More

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Unwind, Hatchet, The Lovely Bones, Earth Abides, The Dead And The Gone, Freesia, Akumetsu, Hekikai no Aion,Ibitsu,Nana to Kaoru, Air Gear, Assasianation Classroom

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Darren Shawn, Stephen King, Susan Beth Peffer, George R Stewart, Sharon M Draper, Gary Paulson

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Infamous Second Son, Kingdom Hearts, Metal Gear Solid, Skyrim, The Last Of Us, Legend Of Zelda

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Alpha Console, Playstation

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Tablet, Alpha Console, Lenovo Laptop

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uom-onero

May 29, 2015

Sorry I've been out for so long had to focus on finals, Im in the middle of a big move and I was going through some stuff but Im going to start writing regularly again

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uom-onero

Mar 9, 2015

Im on and off experimenting with new medications so please bare with me if my attendance is spotty

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Akira152

Apr 2, 2015

THanks for the fave man

Bambee-T

Mar 31, 2015

Thank you for the fave ^^

LastoftheWolves

Mar 27, 2015

Thank you so much for the favorite on The Devil (Disguise). I really appreciate it!

uom-onero

Apr 1, 2015

You are very welcome I found the idea of the devil taking mulitple forms very interesting and relatable a devil like that is something I think we all struggle with

LastoftheWolves

Apr 1, 2015

and it's the truth too, no matter how you look at it. a devil would be no fool, walking up with red horns and a spiny tail. he disguises himself to get close. Wrapped up like a package on christmas morning. That'd be like expecting someone to, knock on your door and ask if they can rob and kill you. It's not gonna happen, haha. And I also used personal experiences on how I got a knife in the back by the devil (though I don't believe in just one specific figure taking anyone over or anything, but using the ones you're close to, changing some, making sure others were gonna trick you in the beginning.) I also wanted to, let forth, for lack of better phrasing, the damage it does. It leaves you untrustworthy and sometimes, fearful, of if others mean good or not, and you're always trying to look for something to give it away before you get hurt. It makes you question everyone else you meet.

uom-onero

Apr 2, 2015

I get it completely and that can be hard questioning everyone else because you end up always waiting for the other shoe to drop for them to dissapoint you, to let you down and destroy you. But by doing so it makes you increasingly paranoid, even questioning the angels around you that keep the devil at bay. Some of them do consort with the devil and when they knife you that pain is the worst feeling, but we all struggle with the devil. Some simply can't take it succumbing to the devil and end up becoming jaded but its the ones who are able to keep going despite the devil throwing everything to break them and who are able to influence those around them, they are the ones who are strong. thank you for giving me more of an insight on your thought process I can tell you feel very strongly about this and I appreciate you taking the time to break it down for me if possible i'd actually like your opinion on other pieces I'm working on.

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Silka-MLFT

Mar 26, 2015

Thx for the favs!!